May 4, 2017I want you to know you're killing me. You always were. It isn’t news. But assume your postures of defense…
April 27, 2017It's the last week of classes, and my course announcements, as usual, have stacked up like this: Hey class, Due…
February 15, 2017Here I was yesterday, in my office, feeling cute, feeling my invisible pain acutely. I'm drafting this today, on my…
November 11, 2016Today, I stand inside my apartment, in front of a closed door, as I have done each morning since Donald Trump…
June 5, 2015Yesterday I struck my magnet while opening my fridge door and felt it shift like an intruder in my flesh.…
April 2, 2015After writing that last post on biohacking, I've been thinking more about the body as a (media) system, or a…
March 7, 2015When I find myself drowning my instinct is not to surface, but to swim deeper. I tend to operate at…
October 4, 2014A while back an ex-acquaintance of mine joked that my way of being with chronic pain is like being an…
September 1, 2014This is my current abyss. Given that the (subject to market value, of course) costs of medication on my new…
August 16, 2014Within hours of receiving the breaking news alert that Robin Williams had died of suicide, I commented to my sister…